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Yesterday, Maggie turned three!  We celebrated at home with a little party and next week we'll celebrate with a bigger Minnie Mouse party with family. She's already had a camping birthday party and a party at her preschool.  She was giddy about her new UGG boots and her Minnie Mouse necklace and birthday pin. Fabulous !  Happy Birthday sweet girl. You are amazing.   We feel so blessed that you are our daughter. You are such a big girl now. We love you !!! 

o... bet dabar viskas gerai. dabar viskas savo vietose. (tik skersvejus galvose sukeliantis ilgesys galetu imti ir sutirpti.)

Maggie's preschool class went to the pumpkin patch today. She tried to pick the pumpkins up, but they were way to heavy. She would say "pum-in - pum-in" which is totally cool that she can say pumpkin and it sounds pretty close to what it should sound like. The John Deer Tractor was a big hit with all the kids.   Maggie pretty much stayed on it.  Look how big she looks sitting all by her self with her legs straight out.  She was such a big girl and sat with her class while directions were being given. I swear Maggie is on a "don't smile at the camera whatever you do" kick. She really did have a lot of fun ! Mostly, she just wanted to sit on all the pumpkins.

It was the perfect fall day yesterday and somehow I was able to take pictures of all the kids. There's always silliness when these two are together. Will was trying to teach Maggie the Heisman pose. Funny ! Have a great weekend ! Chuck and I are going to the LSU game and I'm a bit nervous. At least we'll get some good alone time and lots of plantation tours.  Maybe even some jambalaya ? 

October is a very busy month around here. The boys have an average of six tests a week, Walker is playing soccer and Will is playing football. Maggie has speech therapy once a week and she is loving preschool. Her speech is really improving ( I'll post soon on all that). We went camping again to Cheaha with family. The kids love to hang out with their cousins and Maggie adores her cousin Olivia. The weather was beautiful and the leaves were just starting to change colors. Maggie found Walker's build a bear sunglasses.  So funny.  They fit her perfect.  She wears them everywhere and gets lots of giggles from Walmart shoppers. Pumpkins !!!   My cute new nephew Owen.  I love babies ! We celebrated Maggie, Walker and my Sis-in-law's birthday last week at Cheaha. What would be a camping trip without a little SEC football watching.  Chuck rigged up a satellite so we could watch Auburn play.   Bummer they lost though. Have a great Octob...

Siandien visa diena praleidau tiesiog tobulai beprasmiskai. Ir labai nojau naujos tatuiruotes,tokios visiskai mazos,paprastos iki negalejimo,ir sunkiai pastebimos,bet norejau labai labai. ir dabar noriu. Sedziu ir jau kokia valanda renku pavyzdzius,ieskau ikvepimo. Reikia paskubeti,kol dar neisleidau viso savo atlyginimo. Keistai bega mano dienos,sunkiai deliojasi mintys,bet na ir tegu,o ruduo,kokiu reta-salta iki kaulu skausmo.dregna,ir visai nesmagu,nors jauciuosi gerai,siandien tiesiog ejau saligatviu man beeinant eme kristi kazikas balto as sustojau pamaniau jau sniegas bet tai nebuvo sniegas nezinau kas tai buvo ir as stovejau ir ziurejau ir man taip baisu buvo ir jau geriau tai butu buve pelenai nors greiciausiai tai tik statybines atliekos nuo remontuojamos kolegijos.

Jau seniai pastebejau,kaip megstu lyginti dabar su pries metus. Taigi,dabar yra yra taip,kaip kad buvo pries metus,kaip kad budavo pries visus metus. Bet niekis. Grazu. Ir labai ramu,tik ta ramuma,priesingai nei dazniausiai,si karta tokia gana pozityvi,tokia viltinga. (Vis skaitau viena blog'a ir slapcia pavydziu tiesiog nuostabiai liejamu minciu srauto-as irgi taip kadaise mokejau,as vel taip noriu,bet puikiai suprantu,kokiu veiksmu tureciau imtis.Ir kokia butu to viso kaina.) ^^.

*   Only after disaster can we be resurrected. * It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything. * The things you own end up owning you. * Losing all hope was freedom. (As tik sedeciau ir linkseciau galva.Nuejusi i virtuve isipilciau vandens n-taji karta,saltas pedas susikelciau ant vis-dar-salto radiatoriaus.Tada jauciausi taip gerai,kad prisibaigimui tiesiog kontempliuociau sias mintis,kol galiausiai visi mano gyvenimo patyrimai susimaltu i vientisa purvina tyre.Uzbarscius baltos pudros(tai gali buti bet kas) atrodytu visai padoriai.Taip,kaip ir turi atrodyti.Spoksodama pro langa(ir jau isijungusi lempas kambaryje-neduok dieve,dar nera sesiu) i geltona berza murziname fone,blaskoma tai i viena tai i kita puse,isijungciau kazka tarp massive attack'u ir autumn leaves.Nes gi as norejau,kad visas mano gyvenimas butu kaip filmas.As norejau jaustis slyksciai,nes tikejau-  skauda,reiskia gyveni. Parasyciau va toki kupina savigailos blogo irasa,tada vis ...

Keistas etapas. Siandien pirma spalio diena,supratau tai tik galutinai isbudusi. ^^ Kiekviena karta pabudusi pas P. as vis sakau jam,kaip noreciau kad dabar butu apsiniaukes,dregnas ir bjaurus rytas.Su saltu saltu lietum,ir veju,o ir apskritai,toks oras man primena tikra rudeni, rudeni,kuris budavo mano kiekvienu komplikuotu metu ivadas.As vis negaliu suvokti,kaip cia taip netiketai ir ilgai(?) manes neuzpuola neisbrendamas liudesys ir didziausia pasaulyje savigrauza. Ir nors vis kartais paburnoju mintyse del savo nieko-doro-neveikima,istiesu visais imanomais budais stengiuosi to isvengti. As netgi pradejau dainuoti. Jauciu nenusakoma euforija. Man nebeskauda skrandzio. As po trumputes savaites pertraukeles emiau jausti gyvenimo dziaugsma-gaila,kad siuo metu per mazai laiko galiu skirti tam. As jauciu ta jausma(kurio truko "Naivus.Super" pagrindiniam veikejui-ir kaip as puikiai ji supratau)-as jauciu,tarsi viskas daugiau ar maziau turi savo vieta,ir bus gerai. Jauciuosi pozi...