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As skundziuosi skaudancia galva,pykstu kai gaunu nepelnyta bauda viesajame transporte,kai mane sulyja,kai suplysta kitaica tase,kai plaukai siausiasi ir veliasi,kai kolegijoje bunu per prastai ivertinama,kai baigiasi kuras,kai V. manes nesupranta o as galvoju apie P. - per daug,kai visa diena tamsu,kai sportas neatnesa tokiu stebuklingu rezultatu,kai neturiu viso pasaulio nuostabiausiu drabuziu ir nerandu graziu akiniu remeliu ir dar del milijono dalyku,bet kmon,as pamirsu kas istiesu man yra svarbu. Bendravimas. Sokiai. Svajoniu pildymas ir grozio apie save kurimas. Ir dar tai:

  M aggie and I love to make sweet treats and our favorite one to make is very simple and yummy.   I  always have S'more  ingredients on hand: Graham Crackers Milk Chocolate chips  Marshmallows T hank you, Maggie, for being such a great model ! W e seriously make these everyday in the oven on broil.  I think I need an intervention. Yum Yum !!!

  T his year has been a year of blessings and thankfulness.   W e are Thankful that Maggie's heart is functioning great and her BAHA surgery went well.   W e are thankful Maggie is talking in complete sentences and recently tested in the "average to above average" in language and communication.   W e are thankful we said yes to adopting a "special needs" baby girl from China.   W e are thankful for two amazing boys that love their little sister so much.   W e are thankful for kind and sweet children that love the Lord and Honor their parents.   And now we thank you, Our God, and praise your glorious name. I CHRONICLES 29:13

  M aggie turned four years old on October 29th !!  We celebrated over several days with some small gifts and lots of cake. The only thing she asked for was a new watch.   S ince she's been into Cowboys lately ( YEE HAW ), we gave her a cute cowboy watch with horses on it.   M aggie loves watches !!! And she was so smitten with this one. Until , a couple of days later she asked for another watch - a spider man watch ! How funny.  She changes her mind about things about as much as I do !  

Siuo atveju mano kvailumas tikrai buna daugiau nei begalinis. Man negalima likti paciai vienai su savimi,negalima per ilgai naudotis internetu,negalima zvalgytis aplink,negalima buti tarp zmoniu!(paradoksas!) Atsidarau facebuka is pamatau nuotrauka.Ir stai as jau nervinuosi,ir del tobulai grazios nuotraukos kuri ne mano,ir del poros besibuciuojancios joje,ir del ju tokiu-tobulai-atrodanciu-santykiu. Nervinuosi del grazaus vaikino troleibuse,todel dabar tikrai,vazinesiu vien masina.Dar ir del to,kad nesinervinciau pamaciusi graziai apsirengusias merginas(jaunesnes uz mane!). Ir kolegijoje nebeziuresiu i kitu kompiuteriu ekranus,ir isvis neziuresiu niekur,nes uztenka pamatyti toki mano akimis grazu kolegos projekta ir diena garantuotai sugadinta. Apie visa sita busena,prasidejusia dar mokyklos laikais nenoriu ne kalbeti. As per daug ziuriu i kitu darzus ir pamirstu savaji.Kad ir ka tureciau ar daryciau man negana,man nepatinka,nes kazkas turi/daro geriau ir as privalau taip pat buti ...

  I t seemed that we were never home this fall. Maggie started Ballet and she loves it !  She has the sweetest teacher that she absolutely adores and looks up to.  Our little girl can do a tondo and a releve   ( for all you ballet people).   Maggie also had the first of two surgeries for her BAHA placement ( hearing aid). The surgeon drilled a 4 mm hole in her skull and   placed a "screw". We go back in five months for Maggie's second surgery that will enable her BAHA hearing aid to snap onto her skull. She did great and her doctor said that her skull was nice and thick - yippee !!   W ill played an awesome season as wide receiver for the Falcons.  He had practice two times a week and played a game one time a week, so football kept us very busy !!  He also read Tim Tebows biography ( which is incredibly good) and was challenged in many ways.   W alker played soccer for his school and did ...

Beveik nuo pat savojo blogo rasymo pradzios svarsciau apie jo sukonkretinima - mat as megstu kai blogai turi tematika,ypac kokia labiau specifine, nes zinot kaip ten buna su tais apie viska bet is tiesu apie nieka. Ir pastoviai balansavusi tarp giliai asmeninio bei pavirsutinisko "buvau,dariau,pirkau,madinga,pasidariau pati" svarstykliu pasidaviau ir nusprendziau neprievartauti saves. Po velniu juk rasau apie tai apie ka noriu rasyti,kitaip tai neegzistuotu. Siam vakarui tiek,toliau ryju akimis vis naujas idejas ir alpstu nuo galimybiu jas igyvendinti. O dabar manes laukia (labai tikiuosi,valia,motyvacija,neapvilkit manes!) savaite gilaus smygsojimo ijunkus i kompiuteri-tarpines perziuros cia pat,o tiek dar daug reikia nuveikti,tiek daug nudirbti,o dar kaip visad priesmiegines genialios idejos lenda i galva,ir dar tas namas,kurio beveik nepradejusi jau neapkenciu... Kol kas po truputi sprendziasi kalediniu dovanu idejos(taip taip,siemet nepaliksiu visko paskutinei savaitei!!!...

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