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...nors ir ne visada du geriau nei vienas. Esu tiesiog apsesta siu ekshibicionistiniu polinkiu turinciu amzina draugyste ir grozi simbolizuojanciu look alike nuotrauku. to paties scenarijaus,keiciant tik dekoracijas. aaaaaaccchhhh. apraudu savo liudna dalia. as laisves paukstis,kuriam laikas skristi link pietu atograzos,taciau lieku ziemoti purviname vilniuje.

...kai ruduo mus perples savo riestais kauliniais nagais ir paleis pavejui? Tada atsiauginsime blond plaukus. Tada devesime tik melynai(ir juodai.ir kur nors sliukstelsime burgundisko vyno) Tada lakuosime nagus sidabru. O nuo lupu nedings salnos raudonis. Devesime odines pirstines be pirstu. Baisu ir pagalvoti. Ir lenksimes odos kultui. Saugosime pastkutiniu idegio pedsakus ant savo kunu. Rytoj paskutine vasaros diena. (tobuliausios rugsejo spalvos)

Pagaliau parsisiunciau ir paziurejai "No impact Man". Zavu,taciau et,kaip visad turbut tikejausi kazko daaaaug daugiau. Tikiu,kad metus trukusi ekperimenta gana sunku sutalpinti i pusantros valandos filma taip,kad jis butu still makes sense. Anyway,rezultate likau beveik patenkinta-jeigu JIE sugebejo,sugebeciau ir as. Ir stai,o didybe mano,galiu uzsideti sau kelis respekto pliusus: 1.jau treti metai aktyviai propaguoju mainyk.lt ideja-del galimybes NEMOKAMAI arba beveik nemokamai gauti patinkanciu,norimu,reikalingu daiktu,tuo pat metu isleisti nebereikalinguosius toliau i platuji pasauli. Tokiu budu itin sumazinau savo poreiki pirkti-ypac tai liecia drabuziu sriti-bei ismesti. Ir itin padeda man laikytis less is more   krypties. 2.Jau gana ilga laika nebeperku(arba LABAI retai ir tik kai tikrai reikia) nebeperku jokiu daiktu skirtu namams.Viska ko noriu,daug greiciau ir tikslingiau pasidarau pati,arba velgi,ieskau kas padovanotu-noretu mainytis.Tai taip pat liecia drabuzius i...

Neuzknisantus savaitgalis. ? Pasirodo ir tokie egzistuoja. Sukasi pirmas ratas Depeche Mode gyvo garso koncerto iraso,kambarys nuklotas po-studijiniais popiergaliais(popiersiusklem),is virtuves sklinda kepamos lasisos kvapas. O,Dave'ai Gahan'ai, your're the Man. Dabar minute juodziausio pavydo miniai,kuri tave kone liecia,ir tau,surinkusiam tokia MINIA. Nuostabiausias komentaras,berods vakar rastas jutubej: "When Martin feels happy-whole world sees it." Yay,lasisa tuoj nuses mano skrandyje. Beje baisiausiai susinervinau,kai mama pareiske,jog as totaliai netikciau rezisuroje. Atseit,nemoku rasyti ir kalbeti.Ojej,kiek ji daug nezino,nes kazkaip savotiskai ramu ant dusios pasidare. Tegu toliau kuriasi tokias opinijas apie mane. o as dar truputeli pasidziaugsiu,kad techniskai vis dar galiu VISKA.

"Rudeni as springstu nuo smilkalu kvapo.Rudeni alkoholikai sulenda i namus ir palieka nuostabiai kerinti stoties rajona ramybeje.Rudeni valgykloje kepa vimdanciai dvokiancia zuvi,ja valgo nekaltieji pirmokeliai. Rudeni as susirandu nauju santykiu su zmonemis,kurie trunka vos pora menesiu. Rudeni zmoniu plaukai neauga,uztat auga ju ego. Tik rudeni vaikai gali eiti i mokykla varvanciais snargliais ir tik tada atleistinas palto ir basketkiu derinys. Rudeni zmoniu nosys paraudonuoja isduodamos tikraja savo prigimti. Rudeni man buna taip giliai pochui,kad tai net nebejaudina. Tik rudeni as noriu dalinti meile kitiems."

Meet Parker. He is adorable ! And he has been waiting for a mommy and daddy for two years.  Love without Boundaries is trying to get the word out on this little guy. All we know is that he was born with deformities in both ears ( it appears to me that he has bilateral microtia/atresia) BUT, his hearing is reported to be normal.  He is five years old and is described as very cute, smart and happy. Please help me spread the word about Parker. I sure hope his forever family is out there. Parker has been wanting to get adopted and just needs a chance. How my heart breaks .

August 13th marked a very special anniversary for Maggie.  It has been one year since she received her BAHA hearing aid and started hearing clearly.  What a difference one year makes ! Last year, Maggie wasn't speaking much, just a little baby babble every now and then.   But now !!!  There's no way I could list all the words Maggie says ( or attempts to say) because she is trying to say everything. Just tonight she reached for the towel and said "towel", then started saying "wow". She doesn't link many words together yet, except for " I want" and "I have one or two" ( she's counting everything now). And for you speech people, Maggie still has a glottal stop and has trouble saying some letters:  ( D,T,SH,CH).  She does some weird thing where she tries to say the word, but won't open her mouth.  She also will not say DADDY. So, for now she is calling daddy "BaBa", which is the Chinese name for daddy and she is happ...

"What always keeps us from doing what we want-is having.owning. The less you have,the less you want,the more you live. i've been telling this to myself a few several times,but every time things which i don't need took over me. Now it's time to realize,that you are not happy because of your belongings."

Maggie's first day of preschool went great ! Her teachers said she played good and didn't cry a bit. They also said her hearing aid stayed on her head (answer to prayer !) and was not a problem. She was so excited about going to school and bringing her little lunch bag.  We have been reading a curious George book about George going to school and I think that helped a little. Also, she has a book about school that shows the children using scissors and doing a lot of cutting. So, she kept signing scissors when I took her to school. Funny ! She fell asleep in the car on the way home and took a long nap. It was seriously quiet at home with everyone gone and I don't think I'll ever get used to it. I kept looking back at the backseat of my car. Habit, I guess ! Chuck has been doing a lot of canning ( tomatoes and pickles).  He is really into preserving food.   Is that funny that my husband loves to can ?  I am not so into it. But, I love that ...

Mano blondiniska sruoga,taip nuostabiai isiliejanti i bendra konteksta.mano blondiniska vasara,kurios beliko vos dvi savaites. Mano sodo gyventojai,ir kaip as juos myliu. Neitiketinai grazus,mazi dalykai. take a look. Grubus nagu lakas,ryzi plaukai ir ranku darbas!!noreciau,kad visko butu daugiau,daugiau!(na,gal isskyrus ryzu plauku.xD) Myliu soda.myliu tai,kas sunkiai pastebima,ir taip neitiketinai pritrenkianciai atsiskleidzia,vos isiziurejus. Dievinu neitiketina laisves ir pilnatves jausma,kuri patiriu cia budama. Myliu nerupestinga vasara.

Dieve dieve,laime per krastus verziasi! Buvau sattoj!mai gad,buvo taip gerai,kad nieko nereikejo: nei palapines,nei miegoti,nei valgyti.nepanaudojau ne vieno atsivezto daikto,tiesa,padariau net 3 nuotraukas-vaziuojant i prieki,ir atgal. Nuplysusios dienos,be jokio ritmo,be laiko suvokimo. Bet visi pojuciai tokie gryni ir teigiami,jog emiau stipriai abejoti ar jie buvo tikri. Deje,tai visi vizualus mano prisiminimai.Na,ir apyranke,be abejo,kurios nenusimsiu ilgaaaaii ilgai. o dabar man vel skauda danti. Meciau darba. Gavau alga. Reikia galvoti,kas toliau.